let me be..

Thursday, August 28, 2008

Purpose driven life.

HOWLEEDAY!
DADDY!
NEW SHOE!

These are what i'm getting by the end of this week :D
Love all of them. Hehe

Ms lee said that all my "sports" shoes were like..
shoes you wear when you go to orchard (btw i dun wear track shoes to orchard)
So, she insisted on me buying a "Proper" shoes!
and she said must go buy adidas ones cuz nike quality sucks,
but i cant help it.
Adidas track shoes are..not as pretty as nike ones. ):

Oh one shocking thing about today.
Nicholas Neo Wei Hsien got a.. I PHONE.
can you believe it? HE GOT THE DAMN HOT IPHONE!!
ahhhh i want it i want it T^T

Okay now going to airport to fetch my daddy!
ahh i'm seeing him after... 2 months? xD
byebye ppl! i'll post the next time i have time!

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Cao Cao!

oh i realised that people dont really bother to click the CTRL+U thingy!
whee thats a relief! :D:D:D

Went to science centre today,
the talk was... i couldnt catch anything (didnt bother, to be exact)
except the glow-in-the-dark monkey! (HJ. Baha xD)

After the whole thing,
went to mac to eat and do math with ziyi WL and zunnie boi. blahblahblah
(boring stuff)
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so, on the way back home,
this was when it became really funny.xD
Cuz we were talking about some actors,
then i mentioned that this jap actor called takeshi kaneshiro very hot!
and obviously, Miss Sexy Baby Heavy Bones (wenli) didnt get it,
so i had to explaint who he was.
and the only show i can rmb was Redhill,
but i couldnt rmb which ROLE he played (cuz its a stupid chinese show which i slept through)
so i went..

Semi: Eh who's that advisor in the san guo yan yi(Romance of the three kindoms) ah?

- Moment of silence-

Wenli: ... Cao Cao???

AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOOLOLOLOLOLL

then cuz me and ziyi went laughing like crazy... wenli went

Wenli: Then what? Qin shi huang??

ROFLMAO AHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA

for those ppl who are blur there:
the advisor in San Guo Yan Yi is Ju Ge Liang (i rmbed!)
and NOTNOTNOT CAO CAO(a famous king in SGYY) IN ANY CASE.
NOR QIN SHI HUANG (the..first emperor of china?) FOR CHRISSAKE!

LOL had a really good laugh about it seriously,
then i had to question (cuz i read SGYY in Korean)

Semi: Eh, then who's that brother of Liu Bei ah? the one with long~long~ beard one..

-Another moment of serene silence-

Wenli: ....Err...Cao Cao?

LOLOLOLOL Thanks wenli for making my day xD

I CANNOT believe this..modern chinese people not reading novels like SGYY.
gosh. i thought it was like.. one of the essential books chinese should read or something?
No source thing today.
this is too funny not to be shared.xD
nice day people. gossip girl in 5 days!

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Monday, August 25, 2008

God i cant help but to say this.
WHAT
THE
FUUUUCK?????

to think i liked you..
I'm ASHAMED of myself.

Purpose driven life

LOL I'M REALISING HOW STUPID I SOUNDED REAL STUPID IN MY PREVIOUS POST.
AHAHAHA MY EVERY SENTENCE IS LIKE..RANDOM!

ookay today i was feeling quite moody so
understand my moodswings~

When will it rain again

Heck

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Spoiler spoiler ):

Gee now i cant type anything that i want to say.
I mean, yh, I dont mind you reading my posts
(since i think you're a very..open blogger and you dont mind other ppl's business...do you?)
BUT i mind the two girls from my previous post reading my blog okay!
I mean, that source thing is still great since some dumb ones might not figure it out
but the whole damn purpose of it was for me to spam stuff in my mind somewhere other than stupid diaries where theres like 200% chance of your irritating brother reading it.
And say vulgarities without making ppl have a wrong impression of me *cough*
Anyway, I'm still gonna put it into a good use :D

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Impossible to find

OMG i think i'm gonna looove David Archuleta.

[Verse 1]
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside..
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibilitythat you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know..

[Chorus]
Do you ever think when your all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cuz I try and try to walk away,
But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away

Has it ever cross your mind
When we're hangin spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last,
Last forever, forever

[Chorus]

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know..

Do you ever think when your all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cuz I try and try to walk away,
But I know this crush ain't goin away

HE'S SO ADORABLEE!!

And his smile!! (and i thought he wasnt cute at first.)

I'm not blogging for some time (: not in the mood xD

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Bob

My hair is short.

Its freaking damn damn shooooort!!! *faints*

It looks like.. round.. mushroom-y. bobby. heck.

You know how it feels like when you nervously *COUGH*

walk into the concourse hoping

your friends wont comment anything bad about your hair

and you hear your daughter/friend go..

"OH MY GOOOOOODDD"

RAHH does my hair look THAT bad???????? o.o

Anyway, I dont feel like blogging (:

atleast i updated!! ahh history test tmr!!! )))))))):

Friday, August 08, 2008

I'm just a little star.

Lovely house eh?

This house is supposedly the house of president of DBS bank.

Located really near my church. (Barker Road)

It looks like a palace!><

I edited it but its not really showing in blogger. damn blogger.

Today's national day celebration was pretty well done (:

Better than my previous ones. xD

202's skit was hilarious even though we watched it before.LOLOL

Community singing was good too,

(Weihan sang! Unbelievable!)

We all laughed when they were singing xi sui chang liu?? thing.

(We sang this last year's national day)

Even though its not like korea's national day,

I think i might love singapore a little bit,

even though it had been only 3 and a half year,

I miss singapore when i'm in korea.

Even though all my friends and relatives are in korea and Indonesia,

I think I love my friends in Singapore the most (heh)

And even though I'm sick of the song 'Home',

I thought it was quite beautiful when the whole school sang it together as one.

Majulah Singapura! I'm proud to be your pr! xD

I painted a tshirt after the celebration for kids in Cambodia,

I turned a white shirt yellow (used 3 cups of yellow paint)

and crossed a ribbon over it. (used 2 cups of red paint)

It looks gay to me but gloria loves it.LOL

Supposed to watch Dark knight with ziyi and wenli afterwards,

but ziyi was sick and wenli couldnt go,

so i asked chris and huimin and they first couldnt go,

so i decided to go eat lunch with sabrina,

and chris told me that she could go =.=

AHH I WANNA WATCH DARK KNIGHT!!

(somemore my church senior kachiao me today that dark knight is so uber nice that he almost cried then make me want to watch it even more. cheh)

In the end i decided not to break the promise with sabrina

and went to.. PEPPER LUNCH! xD

ahahaha it was as awesome as usual :D:D:D

Ate pepper steak and walked around IMM,

Bought Chris & Bev's bday presents (FINALLY)

I love chris' present. I shouldnt say it now (incase she reads my blog)

but its a candy dispenser and i filled it up with 3 packets of maltezers!! xD

Its super uber nice and cute! But its dispensing kindda suck. LOL

We headed to Swensens afterwards and ate ice creams (:

I ate strawberry yogen fruiz (ROCKSROCKSROCKS)

and sabrina ate some... treasure float dunnowhat thingy

which was a coke with mint chocolate ice cream float...

and when they both came out it looked like beauty and the beast.LOL

We talked alot alot,

told her lots of my secrets and she told me confidential stuff too.

Quite engaging xD

came home afterwards and went to cell group meeting,

prayed alot about school stuff..

Nowadays I really dont know what i'm doing.

whenever there's a project or something,

I dont know what I should do unless someone tells me,

and currently my both project groups have no leaders...

I mean leader as in people like gloria.

Math group is Wenli ziyi and me,

History group is Beverly, Jorgin, Teck Lim, Kai Jie, Tan shan and me.

Tell me, among them, who will boss me around to do stuff??

No one. *sigh*

I feel very lost and confused, in the same time i lose confidence.

What have i been doing for my past 15 years?

I mean, I'm supposed to have certain level of leadership considering my 4 years of being a prefect and a few years of being an exco member ( i mean, in church not only art club)

Maybe its because i'm have absolute no confidence in my studies.

I dont even remember a single bio stuff we did in mr soh's class (obviously)

Now, I'm struck with this question every teenager have to ask.

What is my purpose of life.

Why the HECK am i studying.

How am i going to survive the world when i'm out of school.

Well, I dont know.

Sunday, August 03, 2008

Noticing you, noticing me

And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Heh, that was a real old song (;
but still my all time favourite
even though i've heard it about a zillion times.

Just now i was combing my hair, and it TANGLED.
you know what that means???
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IT MEANS MY HAIR'S LONG.
i mean, longer than what it used to be. xD
I'm going through alot of..erm, urge to cut it again.
cuz now its touching my shoulders
and its FLOPPING. like mad. and thats pissing off, you know that?

Church was okay,
My church seniors treated us pizza this week :D
(so rich. Last week was pasta, the week before was SUSHI.)
the starzbites thing suck.
It looks so cheezy and swirly and nice
but the real pizza it isnt all that swirly and curly.
It just snaps the moment you pull it out =.=

I've gotten over my old habit.
I dont feel like talking to him,
I dont visit his blog the moment i start my windows explorer
(yeah i still use them. and hey, they rock okay!)
I dont think of him as much,
I start to see other guys,
I start to forget him. Even his presence.
And i shall seriously consider the possibility that people dont read my blog posts carefully when they visit my blog because that just sounded very stupid (:
somebody teach me how to hide parts of the post.
I've seen it somewhere and its awesome xD

Maybe i'll just get my blog a passcode like last time.
But thats just damn Ma fan!><
heck.

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Friday, August 01, 2008

"There's always sunshine behind those clouds"

Depressing tan marks. Well, meifang thinks they're sexy.xD

This is when splendidly candid comes in.
Damn timers.

Hmm... Looks kindda wrong huh? /:

Amazing people. Amazing photographer. Guess who?LOL

Happy Weekends people!
Thanks yh for telling me to resize (:
It works xD
Lazy to post the rest (takes LONG to load)
ask me on msn if you want the rest!

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Feel the HEAT

This is pissing me off. I've got great pictures that cant be loaded.
just GREAT.

Beach run'08 was pretty much good :D
nice music and perfect weather.
PLUS i did not have the pressure to run that 2.4km.
Nothing much to say about the race,
except the depressing fact that cheryl did not get first and bryan got first.

Then, the long awaited mascot competition begin.
I would have very much liked if faradians were more, erm, hyped,
but I'm not that enthu myself so i cant blame them xD
(okay, i'm a rather anti-enthusiasm person, but oh well.)
Overall it was a good performance, i thought.
even with lian han's injured knees. (and he got second for 2.4! o.o)
Nobel's was AWESOME
(oops, sab told me not to say awesome cuz it reminds her of suhang's boyfriend.what was his name? Eula-something????)
the dry ice thing and jing min's singing (: good good.
Despite getting second, i think it was still worth the time and effort,
atleast it made me feel the house spirit. xD
(thats an achievent okay!)

OH AND FARADAY GOR 3RD OVERALL! LOLOL

Headed to vivo after that with 207+201 girls and guys(2)
Huishi, Meifang, Nicole, Geraldine, Yuan Han and Soh jie.
Watched prom night (AGAIN)
and screamed and cling on to huishi (AGAIN)
but this time round i watched the whole movie (:
LOL SOH JIE STONES. in horror movies.xD

Went to the rooftop to talk,
and instead played with the water xD
I got really really soaking wet,
so we decided to dry ourselves
(because my mom is going to kill me at any rate if i go home dripping with shit water)
Took many many gorgeous pictures with bluest, prettiest sky and fun batch of people but THE DAMN BLOGGER DOESNT WANT TO LOAD IT. T^T
somebody ask the google person to let semi load pictures bigger than 8MP.
(WTH now lian han telling me that blogger dun let me load pictures cuz i'm BAD)

LOL anyway, we were sitting on the slopey grass patch and try to take pictures,
then this little boi-boi (as huishi calls him) came with this yellow crocs shoe!
he was wearing this diapers and he just squatted on the water O.O
you know how FREAKY that is???
until few minutes ago we were splashing each other with that water and another moment this boi-boi comes and dips his diapers into the water!?!?!
So, we decided not to contaminate ourselves with the water and talked.
While the guys became fascinated of the...
acrobatic guy who flips himself over and over again on the pole.

Ok, my irritating brother (who is definitely NOT hot, wenli D: )
is trying to take over the com.
I WILL post the pictures tmr and prove to lian han that i'm not a bad girl (:

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